It's funny -and depressing, as well- how life can change from month to month... It has been a while since I have not uploaded a thought in here and I see my days back in that time, and it all has changed quite a lot. Those that were with me at that time are no longer here, and those that were not have come back.
Life is a rollercoaster, a cycle: One day you can be with your head above the clouds, and the next one with your feet underground, being buried, chocked, asphyxiated by thoughts that do no let you stand up.
Sometimes we try to save what is impossible to be saved, to keep alive something that is dead, to fight for someone who, in the end, is in love with his own demons. What can you do, then? To give up and to give in, to go ahead and fight for your own goals. I don't even think about that that often to be honest. It is not worthwhile.
I will move to Iowa in a couple of months and I'm looking forward to it! SO EXCITED! There is the VISA and passport process though, so there are plenty of things to do the next days, and I will keep you updated about that. My first practice as nutritionist EVER is hopefully starting on June 1st! So, that's exciting, scaring and every emotion you can feel mixed up.
On the other hand, someone else is back in my life and words cannot explain how good I feel for that. Once this star went off for a reason completely out of my reach, and now it is back. If you ever read this love, keep in mind that you are just among my favourite human beings out of all my life. - En pleno amanecer de mi desilusión tú me pellizcaste el corazón. ¿Cómo imaginar que ibas a curar mis penas? -.
I have left my thoughts of hate towards society for the same sex marriage thingy away, or at least in statu quo in order to focus on my very last semester with my friends and classmates and the billion exams ahead, but I do no want to miss the chance to thank Mr. Obama for supporting equality all over The States. That's plenty!
In the end I am doing good, really good. I cannot complain. Plenty of trips ahead (and I love travelling!), papers, documents, laughs and love. Cannot wait to start living it all!
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